if Love could slow down time, we’d be trapped in eternity

Today’s highlight was RG Guitar Ensemble concert - Reverbere. I went solely to support Yufang, who totally rocked the stage with her solo performance =) her guitar playing skills and voice are wonderful!

I was supposed to blog about something, but I can’t remember what… =P

Anyway the funny part of today was the journey to RJC for guitar concert. Laogong had come to pick me up, and we had just walked past RI when I realized I forgot to bring my wallet = no wallet = no tickets to concert = no keys to go home. Luckily we reached on time and Yufang let us into the PAC.

Saw quite a lot of people wor. Weiling, Elaine, Rebecca Wang, Shimin… Sorry if I missed your name out ><

After that laogong and I went to S11 for dinner supper. Which was more or less the only official meal of the day I had cos I didn’t eat anything since morning. At around 11pm S11’s lights were switched off, and all the remaining people (including us) were left in darkness, with the HDB corridor lights and the lights from J8 as our only source of light. We had a good talk as usual. It still amazes me how we can talk about so much after 450 days (i.e. 1 year and 84 days = approximately 1 year and 3 months) of being together. Even if we talk about something we’ve talked about before, we’ll eventually discover something new we didn’t realize, or just talk some more cos it’s nice talking about it. Oh and um back to what happened. A guy suddenly threw two bottles (or more) beer onto the floor. Laogong said he was probably emo and pissed over something. Quite scary neh…

I think we can start starting a list of who wants to get invited to our wedding ^^” I guess it’s still a little early to say whether we’ll get married or not (but of course hopefully we will), but hey, no harm dreaming right? =) Andrea and Geri are the first 2 on the list. Haha!

I’m most probably going to get my first cervical-cancer-prevention jab on Monday. I think there’s more than 1 jab. Hopefully they don’t hurt too much. /_\ Apparently this jab is compulsory in Australia or something. I’d advise every virgin to go for it. That’s right, you have to be a virgin. I don’t get why though. I mean, what’s the link between a cervix and a hymen?

Haha okay this is getting weiiiird.

The sketch above? I just completed it! Placed it and the one I did yesterday on Deviant art. Yayyyee.

Guess what I spent the last hour or so doing…

Drawing and coloring on photoshop!

From scratch. I’m out of practice…

But it turned out pretty nice =) Looks familiar no?

I remember I didn’t dare to put this up when I first made it… I put so much effort into converting it from a picture on a piece of paper into a little .gif animation. If you can’t see the pic moving, click on it.

& I remember how people attempted to guess who he was, to the extent of squinting their eyes to identify the school badge (because it was almost microscopic as a DP).

Heh.

Our lovely National Day proposal is at 15 pages and definitely growing. Wait till all the sub comm proposals come in. I bet we’ll have close to 50 pages or even more when we’re done. MUAHAHA.

Let’s see… Edited the jobscopes and organized our manpower structure, created and updated the calendar of events/action plan (which is quite long!), Made the survey results look nicer aesthetically, edited overall program (which is probably still quite messy), added in the sub-comm guidelines Rajeev sent out, organized minutes… Paperwork! Haha -goes crazy-

And I also designed 3 logos and t-shirt designs ^^ Haven’t done something like that in a while. I miss photoshop.

Oh yeah about today. PE first block was fun ^^ surprisingly. I’ve never been a person who enjoys games like captains ball or hand ball - I’m just not a ball-person. Which is probably why I enjoyed today’s fitness training more, while my friends played netball at the “D” of the track. Very slack, but it was fun. I think I can pass NAPFA next Tuesday. Managed to get a C for SBJ and IPU which I worked on today. Hopefully my sprints and sit ups are as good as before. Better stretch more too. My S&R always pulls me down. & then there’s the dreaded 2.4km run next Friday. Rawr. I don’t wanna know my timing. Erms after thats was breaks thens Geog lecture. The New Zealand trip woman didn’t come so we ended up having a Hydrology lecture which we were all totally unprepared for, so lecture was more or less a blur for everyone. Following that was GP which passed rather fast. We did research for our assigned topics. My group’s doing cloning. Wish we did biofuel. I have tonnes of research and articles on that. But then again cloning is quite interesting. We had a break then PW. I think our group presentation was good. Zoomed through my part and was really nervous. Then we had Geog tutorial. Went through the introduction to Hydrology to clear up our doubts, then watched some conspiracy theory on the 9/11 incidences and fell asleep towards the end. I want to join the weather studies thing! Anyone wanna join? =) More info will be given in October, and the competition will probably last from January to March I think. Prize money 10k leh! Although half goes to the school, the rest is split among the members and each of them get about 1k each - which is a lot of money for a student! I realized one of the things I really wanna study is meteorology/climate change. Other than physical geoggy stuff I wouldn’t mind studying alternative medicine, though I think my lack of knowledge in Chem will be a severe hindrance.

Oh oh and guess who came to visit RJ? Peiqi! Haven’t seen her in 12345 years. Quite nice to see her again =) Was so surprised I didn’t recognize her at first when I walked into the canteen.

After school I headed over to the council canteen to stone, after which I fell asleep in the welfare room for about 15min or so before heading up to A34 for National Day meeting. We were productive today! But we ended later than expected and boy 4-5 hours of meeting can drive your head crazy! I feel even more drained than when we had long sessions with Mr Chu back in RG.

Headed home, watched the ending of Ocean’s Eleven followed by half of X-Men 3.

Then did Nat Day stuff.

Yeah, today sucked.

I’ve been SLOGGING and DRAGGING myself to school for the past few days. Okay not really cos I’ve been brisk walking/running to school. Was almost late on Monday and Tuesday so on Wednesday I made a resolution to not have to rush and run and sweat my way to school. Anyway I’ve been slogging and dragging myself through the day. From the very moment I wake up, I have to force myself to get out of bed and convince myself ponning school isn’t a good idea, force myself to hurry up and get ready so that I can get ready within that 1 hour window frame of time, and force myself to not run back into the house when I walk out.

I’ve been so worked up at home/when I’m alone lately. Especially at night. Like right now. I’m so irritable and annoyed I could just… I don’t know. Go swimming at 12:19AM in the morning. Nah too cold. I could just… Sleep until tomorrow night. I don’t want to take it out on people, especially laogong who is always the last one to talk to me before I go to bed every night.

The big problem here is I’ve got NO IDEA what I’m worked up about.
I just typed a whole chunk of stuff and deleted it. Omg this is so attention seeking.

Today was a rough, emotional, hormonal day.

And we didn’t even get any papers back.

I ranted for about 2 whole hours to laogong when he came to pick me up from school. From 8 plus all the way to 10pm before walking from the playground back to the front door of my home. And I still feel like ranting but papa and mama are resting/sleeping. And I’ve got lots of work to do.

I guess everything was so pent up and I just couldn’t find an outlet.

I’m so sorry for talking so much today Jia =( Realized you didn’t really have a chance to talk ><

And I’m sorry to laogong too. Thank you so much for listening and understanding and not “throwing me away” (as I always say). And for comforting me and letting me tear and cry and bawl.

And I still feel so upset now.

And, and, and.. Nyaaaaaaaah.

Today I got my first U grade of the year - Physics CT!

Let’s hope the rest don’t turn out too bad…

I still haven’t cleared out my cupboard and that means all my worksheets aren’t filed properly/can’t be found T_T It was a miracle I found my math books and physics notes this morning.

Was in a h*ll lot of pain today. I’m not sure if it’ll go away tomorrow.

I think the fever on Saturday had some effects on me today. I’m blur, slow and easily disorientated and stressed.

Ah go sleep now yay.

I’m so thankful there’s protected time. Or else I’ll be so tempted to pon school.

28ths day was fun =) acting out the words was quite amusing especially with HH councillors who presented: The Matrix: Reduced (Row Echelon Form), starring Chen Yang the pimp, Dillion and Jun hao the Heaven and Hell (HH) SP2 hybridized hookers luMIXed together =P, and Oli the Cleopatra, at Hotel Rendezvous waiting (Wei Ting) to eating (Yi Tyng) the natadecoco (Natasha) and la-da-da-da! (Latha) Cherry (Cherie) cake!

But then started to feel unwell, so went to find Marcus who was waiting for me somewhere along the beach. Later we went back to J8 to get some dinner to eat by the poolside, and found out I was having a fever of 38.2 degrees Celsius /_\ So my dearest laogong stayed back to take care of me until my parents came back, and even gave my aching shoulders a massage in the process wor! ^^ Bestest!

Haha oh dear sounds so teh and lovey dovey… One day I’m gonna write a story about our life xD Hopefully it won’t make people all goosepimply ^^”

I owe this blog a decent blog post…

Let’s see… The past week has been nothing but CTs.

Monday: Economics
Tuesday: Geography and Physics
Wednesday: Mathematics

Rejoice for YES CTs ARE OVER FOR ME (and others who take PGME or PHME combis!)

And jiayou to everyone else! 2 days left only!!

Hee it’s Thursday. Pity I don’t know what time someone’s returning from M’sia.

Anyway I saw YSK’s (RG junior) entry on the Teenage Icon website o.o Take a look at heats 4 if you’re interested.

Mug shots. =P lol.

Off to beddie bye!

Hols are coming to an end soon =(