if Love could slow down time, we’d be trapped in eternity

The title is a phrase from a song I composed - “Currently Untitled”.

I can’t say I wasted Saturday away, but it wasn’t very productive academically either. I woke up around 9 plus, and moped around till I got a call from Leonard, then Zhemin, then Zhemin again, then Yanhan, and finally I called Leonard and then Zhemin. During the whole process I was making my way out of the house to Square 2 to work. Felt quite hecticstressfulpanicworrythinkindecisiveRAAAAH.

Work was fine. Busy at times, quiet at others. Doing admin work is fun ^^ operating the nets machine, writing receipts, checking records… Asking people to pay money can be quite fun xD I actually feel quite accomplished and happy. Just that I don’t get paid unless my mum wants to pay me.

I cut my hair! No big deal, cos my hair’s still relatively long. It’s slightly more layered, is as straight as ever because the lady blew-dry my hair (and used an iron straightener after that -.-) so my curls are more or less non-existent, and OMG my fringe eeeeee. It’s OKAY la but I think it’s a little screwed. Reminds me of my primary school fringe.

So after that I made my way home and thankfully didn’t bump into anyone from school, which was quite lucky considering MR was down at school to prepare for their house day and EXCO was in school too.

[omg my mum just walked into my room and said my hair was cute HELP ME]

Overall I’ve been feeling really guilty. Like this huge ominous thick cloud of guilt hanging over me. The air is thick with fumes of guilt too, making it really hard to breathe. I’ve most probably disappointed lots of people today, and somehow I feel really bad for neglecting my kor. Now I know why he didn’t have time for me last year. Sorry kor! If you even have time to read this.

I should do some song fic about my daily life. For those of you who don’t know what a song fic is, go to fanfiction.net and maybe you’ll find some.

I need to study physics, bad. But I don’t know what the heow I’m studying. WHOOPEEE!